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[Oct. 10th, 2006|05:38 pm] |
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yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy |
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|09:00 am] |
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1) Do you have a crush on somebody?: yes 2) Do you hate more than 3 people?: i try not to hate anybody 3) How many houses have you lived in?: i tear up just thinking about this question but....5, going on 6, one isn't a house though. 4) Favorite candy bar?: snickers 5) Have you ever stripped for someone? yeah. happy birthday jessie! 7) Least favorite school subject?: science. 8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? something around 50 9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?: yes. and it kicks ass 10) Have you ever thrown up in public?: 6th grade, in school....but i don't think anyone saw me...i actually never admitted to it. oops. 11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: my friends 12) Favorite genre of music?: thats too hard. 13) What is your zodiac sign?: gemini 14) What time were you born?: am sometime 15) Do you like beer? depends 16) Ever made a prank phone call?: yep 17) What is the most embarassing CD you own? i'm not embaressed by cds..it takes more than that 18) Are you sarcastic? more than i should be 19) What are your favorite colors? green and blue 20) How many watches do you own? one...somewhere 21) Summer or winter?: summer 23) Favorite color to wear?: blue 24) Pepsi or Sprite?: pepsi 25) What color is your mobile phone?: invisible 26) Whats your 2nd home?: hannah's house 27) Have you ever slapped someone?: yes 28) Have you ever had a cavity? never. 29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:two 30) How many video games do you own?: alot. but i don't own them, my brothers do. 31) What was your first pet?: a fish 32) Ever had braces?: unfortunately 33) Do looks matter?: yes, to an extent 43) When was the last time you cried? three or four days ago 44) What did you do 3 nights ago?: thursday...umm...homework? 45) Olive Garden? SOUP SALAD AND BREADSTICKS FOR ALL 46) Have you ever called your teacher mum?: yeah, now that is embaressing, not music choice 47) Have you ever been in a castle?: the princesses castle at disney world 48) Nicknames: shorty blondie supernov novak dumbass dumbshit-so flattering aren't they 50) Ever been to Kentucky?: no siree 51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?: yes 54) Do you smoke? never 55) Do you own a diamond ring?: nope 56) Are you happy with your life right now?: for the most part 58) Does anyone have a crush on you?: i hope so. 60) What were you doing in May of 1994?: i have no clue 61) Do you own a backstreet boys CD? yes 62) McDonalds or Wendys?: Wendy's 63) Do you like yourself?: i have my good days and my bad days 64) Are you closer to your mother or father?: father 65) Wanted physical feature of the preferred sex?: amazing hip bones 67) Have you ever eaten paste?: probubly when i was little 68) Do you own a webcam?: no 69) Have you ever stripped for money?: nope 70) Ever broke a bone?: i did better than that, i shattered a bone 72) Do you chat on MSN often?: no. 73) Pringles or Lays?: pringles 76) Full House or The Brady Bunch? full house 77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? yeah hes okay 78) Has anyone ever called you gay?: no 79) Do you own a birth mark?: yes. 81) Can you cook?: yes 82) 4 things that annoy you: snorting/sniffling, bad table manners, chewing with open mouths, girls. 83) Do you text message often? on my invisible phone 84) Money or love?: love 85) have you ever held a bomb ass party? not so much 86) What do you really want right now?: my bedroom 87) Do you enjoy scary movies?: if i'm watching them in the right environments 88) Relationships or one night stands? relationships 89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?: juicy fruit 90) Do you enjoy greasy food?: at certain times 91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?: some of them 92) Do you own a box of crayons?: many boxes actually. 93) Ever had sex in a public place?: nope 94) Who was the last person that said they loved you?: hannah 95) Who was the last person that made you mad? colleen 96) Who was the last person that made you cry? colleen 97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? chris 98) Who was the last person that you fell for? ...... 99) Who was the last person that called you?: chris |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|08:24 pm] |
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gosh.
okay. so i now wish i wouldn't have taken all of these ap/honors classes this year. literally i'm doing terrible right now in AP english. i've never done this bad in english in high school. and it's really starting to eat at me but i don't want to complain about it around people.
also. i'm looking forward to homecoming but i have this horrible feeling its going to blow up in my face, and i actually can explain why. i just hate having that feeling because it takes away from the excitement.
speaking of things taking excitement away, i don't believe i bitched about how i work tomorrow yet. nope, we'll just cover that now. how stupid! i have a 6 paragraph/page paper to do tonight/tomorrow, along with 80 pages of Oedipus at Colonus to read so i can do the makeup essay by friday. sweeeeet. in addition to that, i'll have spanish journals to do this week, two math tests, and probabley other things i'm just omitting from the list right now to make me feel better. One positive thing has occurred earlier in the day today so that's a plus.
I need gas in my car too. shoot. Also-anybody want to lend me some time? i don't seem to have enough lately.
i wish i woulda taken the slacker english classes, my life would be much easier right now.
also. i miss ctsn a ton. but i'm ecstatic for my best friend so it's okay.
furthermore, i want a house. sitting home working on homework on a saturday night in my room will be a lot better than having to do it in an apartment. it's really depressing here.
well that's enough of a break. i should probabley write the next five paragraphs of my paper, or at least get a ton done tonight so when i don't get home until 3 tomorrow, i wont' want to cry with what i have left to do!
p.s. i'm going to find a survey later and fill it out because i love them. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|12:41 pm] |
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1) Do you have a crush on somebody?: no 2) Do you hate more than 3 people?: i try not to hate 3) How many houses have you lived in?: 4.5 4) Favorite candy bar?: snickers 5) Have you ever stripped for someone? maybe yes 7) Least favorite school subject?: science. 8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? something near 50 9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?: not anymore..lost it 10) Have you ever thrown up in public?: yeah..puerto rico baby 11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: the people i love. 12) Favorite genre of music?: thats too hard. 13) What is your zodiac sign?: gemini 14) What time were you born?: early morning sometime 15) Do you like beer? on occasion 16) Ever made a prank phone call?: yes 17) What is the most embarassing CD you own? don't really have any that i'm embaressed of 18) Are you sarcastic? as much as possible 19) What are your favorite colors? blue and green 20) How many watches do you own? one, i don't wear it though 21) Summer or winter?: both are great sometimes 23) Favorite color to wear?: pink or blue 24) Pepsi or Sprite?: pepsi 25) What color is your mobile phone?: invisible 26) Whats your 2nd home?: kleven hizzouse 27) Have you ever slapped someone?: yes 28) Have you ever had a cavity? never 29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:one 30) How many video games do you own?: alot. but i don't own them, my brothers do 31) What was your first pet?: fishy fishy 32) Ever had braces?: yeah 33) Do looks matter?: yes, to an extent 43) When was the last time you cried? two days ago 44) What did you do 3 nights ago?: homework until the end of my life 45) Olive Garden? SOUP SALAD AND BREADSTICKS FOR ALL! 46) Have you ever called your teacher mum?: yep. never heard the end of it until a week later or so. 47) Have you ever been in a castle?: the princesses castle at disney world and probaley some others that i don't remember 48) Nicknames: they're all negative usually haha 50) Ever been to Kentucky?: no 51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?: yes-many things 54) Do you smoke? no 55) Do you own a diamond ring?: nope 56) Are you happy with your life right now?: at times 58) Does anyone have a crush on you?: thad be nice. 60) What were you doing in May of 1994?: preschool bitches 61) Do you own a backstreet boys CD? yes 62) McDonalds or Wendys?: Wendy's 63) Do you like yourself?: i have my good days and my bad days 64) Are you closer to your mother or father?: father 65) Wanted physical feature of the preferred sex?: hott hip area 67) Have you ever eaten paste?: probubly when i was little 68) Do you own a webcam?: no 69) Have you ever stripped for money?: no 70) Ever broke a bone?: shattered one. way cooler 72) Do you chat on MSN often?: no. 73) Pringles or Lays?: pringles 76) Full House or The Brady Bunch? full house 77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? hes useless 78) Has anyone ever called you gay?: nope 79) Do you own a birth mark?: yes. 81) Can you cook?: yes 82) 4 things that annoy you: bugs brothers people who don't use kleenex and smokers 83) Do you text message often? all the time actually, on my invisible phone. 84) Money or love?: love 85) have you ever held a bomb ass party? not so much 86) What do you really want right now?: a happy future 87) Do you enjoy scary movies?: if i'm watching them in the right environments 88) Relationships or one night stands? relationships 89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?: juicy fruit 90) Do you enjoy greasy food?: at certain times 91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?: yeah, how horrible 92) Do you own a box of crayons?: yeah 93) Ever had sex in a public place?: nope 94) Who was the last person that said they loved you?: hannah 95) Who was the last person that made you mad? people who didn't sit down at football game 96) Who was the last person that made you cry? my teachers/employers....hard core breakdown two nights ago 97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? hannah and jessie 98) Who was the last person that you fell for? irrevelant. 99) Who was the last person that called you?: steph |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|09:04 pm] |
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1) Do you have a crush on somebody?: i could, i also couldn't. who knows. 2) Do you hate more than 3 people?: i don't hate anyone. agreed klev. however-i do severely dislike some people. 3) How many houses have you lived in?: 4, this one isn't a house or a home. 4) Favorite candy bar?: snickers 5) Have you ever stripped for someone? yes 7) Least favorite school subject?: science. 8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? 50ish probabley 9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD?: yes. it's cool...still 10) Have you ever thrown up in public?: unfortunately 11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: the way life used to be. 12) Favorite genre of music?: thats too hard. 13) What is your zodiac sign?: gemini 14) What time were you born?: sometime after midnight 15) Do you like beer? yes with the right environment and mood 16) Ever made a prank phone call?: oh yes 17) What is the most embarassing CD you own? i don't think i really have any that i'm embaressed of. 18) Are you sarcastic? what's your definition of sarcastic..bwahah 19) What are your favorite colors? blue and green 20) How many watches do you own? one 21) Summer or winter?: summer 23) Favorite color to wear?: blue, pink...white? 24) Pepsi or Sprite?: pepsi 25) What color is your mobile phone?: invisible 26) Whats your 2nd home?: kleven's. 27) Have you ever slapped someone?: yes 28) Have you ever had a cavity? nope. 29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?: one 30) How many video games do you own?: alot. but i don't own them, my brothers do. 31) What was your first pet?: a dog 32) Ever had braces?: yes 33) Do looks matter?: yes, to an extent 43) When was the last time you cried? two nights ago 44) What did you do 3 nights ago?: went to erin's..then hung with jessie and hannah. 45) Olive Garden? breadsticks are so good 46) Have you ever called your teacher mum?: yeah, it's so awkward 47) Have you ever been in a castle?: the princesses castle at disney world and i loved every second of it 48) Nicknames: supernov, shortie, short stuff, blondie, mom, mommy, mother novak, dumbass but we don't speak of the last one. 50) Ever been to Kentucky?: no 51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?: yes 54) Do you smoke? no 55) Do you own a diamond ring?: nope 56) Are you happy with your life right now?: yes 58) Does anyone have a crush on you?: i don't think so unfortunately. 60) What were you doing in May of 1994?: finishing up my first year of kindergarden i think....my only year..i didn't go back haha 61) Do you own a backstreet boys CD? yes 62) McDonalds or Wendys?: Wendy's 63) Do you like yourself?: i have my good days and my bad days 64) Are you closer to your mother or father?: father 65) Wanted physical feature of the preferred sex?: amazing hip bones/overall being in shape 67) Have you ever eaten paste?: it would explain a few things i guess 68) Do you own a webcam?: nope 69) Have you ever stripped for money?: nope 70) Ever broke a bone?: nope 72) Do you chat on MSN often?: no 73) Pringles or Lays?: pringles 76) Full House or The Brady Bunch? full house 77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? eh hes okay 78) Has anyone ever called you gay?: nope 79) Do you own a birth mark?: yes. 81) Can you cook?: yes, i'm mom. 82) 4 things that annoy you: when people chew like cows, when people don't use kleenex's, BUGS, my brothers.. 83) Do you text message often? yes, every single day, with my phone, which i use every single day, because i have it. NOT 84) Money or love?: love 85) have you ever held a bomb ass party? no 86) What do you really want right now?: to be cared for, and care for someone back. 87) Do you enjoy scary movies?: if i'm with people who don't scare me 88) Relationships or one night stands? relationships 89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?: juicy fruit 90) Do you enjoy greasy food?: at certain times 91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?: one of them 92) Do you own a box of crayons?: many boxes actually. 93) Ever had sex in a public place?: nope. 94) Who was the last person that said they loved you?: hannah 95) Who was the last person that made you mad? its actually more than one person. 96) Who was the last person that made you cry? will, on accident though, he didn't know i was crying 97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? hannah 98) Who was the last person that you fell for? the same person that ...... 99) Who was the last person that called you?: erin |
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| i'm listening to petty! |
[Jul. 31st, 2006|09:13 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | here. | ] |
| [ | mood |
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| | well i'm feeling freeee | ] | for there's a child in your eyes and the child never dies so keep the dream alive with the aid of second sight I can push with all my might to make a statue in the sky of my achilles heel
small fry, don't know why gotta get high - just to love life you are my highs and lows from my head to my toes I said hey la, will I go far? will I go far - cos I love life do you know how I feel? you are my achilles heel I said oh no no, will I go slow? will I go slow, when the feeling flows
well you're feeling free so what about me? I said hello and goodbye but I don't know why well while we're small fry on the line with my achilles heel
i said hey laaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm around, dancing, having my own girly night painting my toes etc. i'm liking it. basically i got the go ahead today to take a break and step back from everything on my plate. so basically interpretation=less work, more relaxing. yay.
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| i've been quite pensive tonight |
[Jul. 4th, 2006|01:15 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | not home. | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
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| | pop tarts in my mouth | ] | so here are a list of questions my mind would like to adopt some insight on.
1. How do you think about the future and not your past...when you have experienced and known the past so much better than you could the future before you experience it? (reference: house)
2. What about your friends...what begins to separate them after a while..personally I mean, like-as far as finding yourself confiding in one over another..if you take that gamble..why not others?
3. that brings me to risk. when is it okay to risk things?
4. what is love, i know what love is...but what is the true romantic head-over-heels kind?
5. How do you differentiate that between the way you love your girlfriends that you could spend hours talking to or your brothers/sisters?
6. At which point are two people able to function as something romantic....like...how much opposite or difference is okay? How much leaves you realizing you should have stayed as you were?
7. Why do people stay in relationships just to be in it? And i'm directing this question towards college -as in why do people make the commitment by staying together when they don't want it in the long run while they're at school?
8. At what point do you really figure out how you want your life to be?
9. Then how do you make that happen? |
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| i feel so sick |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|12:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | mood |
| | sick | ] |
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| | angels and airwaves | ] | i feel so unbelievably sick. and this sucks because jessie's babysitting, will's not answering his phone, care's at the brewer game, steph's sleeping, hannah's prob sleeping/not answering her cell, i don't have like anyone elses number because i'm a loser like that and bottom line-i think i'm potentially going to faint at some point today and i don't think my two little brothers are going to do much in the way of helping me, not because they won't, but because they wouldn't know what to do.
tonight is definitely off at my house, but it's okay, we'll make it happen later on this summer or something, i'm just not going to do it when i feel like this. *to all you kids with five year old minds when i said do it i meant party*
shit, it's noon. and i feel like crap, still.
hannah and i had an interesting talk last night, beyond interesting actually..and somehow..it's sortof picking at my brain but really not that much...i do want to talk to her more though, i'm very not okay with this whole vacation her family pulled on me.
i'm going to go to the pool this afternoon hopefully and re-group a little bit before fireworks etc.
make me feel better kids. |
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| i can only imagine |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|02:06 am] |
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| | apartment | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
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| | so what's come over me | ] | wow. what a wonderful night.
i'm so terribly sad that my closest of friends are heading out this week, nearly all of them. I'm going to revolve around carolyn ann, put it that way. i'm going to miss them like hell.
and i'm sick of being overwhelmed with thoughts concerning my friends, my family, and this supposed new home.
i just want to sit here and listen to keith varon for a long time.
oh wow i'm flooded. |
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